Lana
Kai’s been in a bad mood all day. I’m worried about leaving to see my Parole Officer, but I need to or I’ll end up back inside. I dress in old, baggy clothes and don’t put on make-up, so he won’t think I’m meeting another man.
I say I’ll be back soon and that I’ll buy him some smokes while I’m out, however, he accuses me of meeting up with someone else for sex. He calls me a “lying bitch in heat” and asks if I have fucked the Parole Officer yet. I try to leave but Kai grabs me by the hair and throws me on the floor. He climbs on top of me and pins me to the ground, pulling down my track pants. Kai starts having sex with me. The pain is excruciating; I begin to cry. He slaps me, telling me to shut up. He says I’m “ruining it for him” and he knows this is what I want.