Lana
I’m terrified to go back home but I don’t see any other option. I’m so ashamed.
When I arrive, Kai begins to cry and says he was so worried about me. Kai apologises and says he’ll find a way to show me how sorry he is. I’m relieved he isn’t angry, but I don’t believe him or his tears like I have before, I just don’t have anywhere else to go.
Some days I think I don’t love him anymore but some days I’m not so sure. I feel conflicted.
I have a plan to hide some money in the garden. I might need it someday. I’m going to get in touch with someone who might be able to help me.